the classy...

"ain't no regular players in here."
is that right.

what is it with dudes getting all sentimental during the holidays? jules asked that rhetorical while waiting for our #1s scoe's friday night. i don't know, but this and many other boy-revolving talk made me realize only now that i'm surrounded by a lot of chicas solteras these days.

i'm hearing all kinds of stories during the festivities. one homegirl's still bitter about her ghetto youngin; another swears she doesn't mind the other woman (or being the other woman); an on-the-cusp-agro & pouty boyfriend keeps one of my girls conservative... and it goes on and on.

twenties to thirties take yo pick.

i don't know. i'm not saying that i'm completely atypical to this type shit. i mean, i love the opposite sex (LOVE them), but honestly. how hard is it to just stick to the facts. things add up, or they don't y basta. okay, sometimes i'll bitch about getting looked over for a younger female for laughs, but really though.

it's all about mutual understanding. comfort. if you get me & i get you, and we're both cool with not changing each other, voila. welcome to my strange love.

how fitting.





heartbreaker eyes: lucía & vivian.

q's channeling janet jackson à la control, singing "all i want for xmas".

the sassy new gen.

sleepless but chilling pops.

the bday jedi with max & mils.

for real though landon got hella presents.
(clothing presents don't get a second look)



the griffin.

the silent hustle.

ahh. the sun has officially settled into capricorn.
(i know, it's on repeat)
the temperature is just right. warm all over.

funny biz is that much funnier.
timing is everything.
no second guesses.
the mind is hushed.

...

except for thoughts of sizzling beaches. the softest sand & the freshest water.





casa nueva de la mora barrios.







ness's trey deuce fiesta.

that's all day.



"you make me love you, love you, baby. with a little l."
mmm takes a load off. c'est parfait en fait.
grown chick high.

the sun enters capricorn

et les anniversaires des saturn babies commencent.

ollie & the cuddling beast.

happy birthday darling.
raise that L to the sky!

earth.

check & balance.
i've gone to extremes the past few weeks: from completely shutting things out to confronting them head on. right now i'm not in the middle, but i'm also not on the brink of shit either. whew. for a second there i felt like a crazy marble bouncing off two walls closing in... until i finally lost it (high noon today).

i walked into my acupuncture session like a beat-up kitty in heat. needles save. lucile used to say that she'd picture the needles poking out all the bad energy from her body. today i felt like the needles were little anti-antennae releasing all of the negative / clotty waves from my points. clear my meridians por favor. mmm better flow.

neutral. whatevs. i'm going with it all.

the only thing i got for sure is a picture of me in the philippines very soon. grab me some motherland.

inglewood library.


needles.

chilling. sucka free steez. (by mia villanueva)

haze.

sf is dope. beautiful people. + book smart as hell. hella info. chill connects. same page steez.

and stevie wonder loving.

"when i see you on the street
my whole body gets weak
when you're standing in a crowd
your love talks to me so loud
girl, do i do, what you do, when i do my love to you

when i hear you on the phone
your sweet, sexy voice turns my ear all the way on
just the mention of your name
seems to drive my head insane
girl, do i do, what you do, when i do my love to you...baby

yes i got some candy kisses for your lips
yes i got some honey suckle chocolate dripping kisses full of love for you.........."


tony san b. "mobile sound" for mom's church xmas benefit.





nonosina xmas show. ebell theater.

granny.

ornaments.

this is what i saw when i first walked into aj's room.

going to granny's.

mackenzie. trey deuce shindig.



week in west hollyw.

& olympic.

lobster wearing a tophat.

bro has been shopping.




saturday meet up.

mia at the de young.

he is sf future now.









wonder full.



comfort thai noodles.

weekend getaway essential.