feelin it.

i'm trying not to think into anything i do. everything comes, and goes. i've gotten this far going with the flow. but sometimes the flow is just straight foolish. it's funny how a grown woman can turn into a sixteen year-old girl in certain situations. i mean, we're talking intelligent, doesn't need anybody type shit.

but it's never been about needing. more like, i would like very much.

i've come to terms with the way things are going. of course i wouldn't mind already chilling on some cute little beachfront, riding bikes & trains, and working in some boutique. but then again, i did that once already. good god, you mean to tell me that it only gets better? those some terms.

or you get what you want and give up a lot of apparently essential shit to get it.

quality companionship is essential. as is advocating my lifestyle.

and it is only getting better!



make that day job the dream job.

up. all. night.

it's all about this little girl.