flying back to nice tonight for the holidays. am looking forward to it because now i feel like i truly deserve a break. i hit my three-month mark here in france, and now that i know that i can stay in the eu, a little celebrating is in order. i miss ma famiglia though. and i miss l.a. since i've been in paris, it seems like all people ever talk to me about is how great california is, etc. etc. when they find out i'm from socal. and it makes me miss home that much more, damnit! it's all good. eu is good. oh yeah, so back to the holidays in nice. we were supposed to be back in paris for new year's, but yesterday mack extended our vacation until january 2 so it will be a proper break for sure.
last week i found out that i'm on myspace. funny, i don't remember joining... but apparently i've been a member since april? huh. i must've been pretty stoned when i registered or something. anyway, i looked at my page today, and i was invited by a band to be their friend. why were all their female friends asian? coincidence? who knows. argh! i've got to stop with this whole asian/being asian complex i've developed since i've been here! i'm annoying myself. i mean, there are asians in france, but - i don't know. it's not that i'm discriminated against or anything. i just get this weird vibe about, well, not being white all of a sudden. why? no clue. but it's kind of a pseudo-alien-affirmative-action type of insecurity. jesus christ. shut up, jane!
moving on... it's pretty much christmas. time flies.
melissa's baby's due this weekend. hooray, a new addition to the fam!
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