guilt

(gilt) n.
1.The fact of being responsible for the commission of an offense.
2.Law. Culpability for a crime or lesser breach of regulations that carries a legal penalty.
3.Remorseful awareness of having done something wrong.
Self-reproach for supposed inadequacy or wrongdoing.
4.Guilty conduct; sin.

okay, i just tried writing about the point of my topic, guilt.
and after many deletions/revisions, all i can say is,
fuck guilt.
. . .
there's an exchange student staying
with us from the university of montana.
like, we totally have a lot of things in common:
we're both from america,
both of us are girls.
i don't really know anyone out here,
and neither does she!
she likes art,
and isn't that something,
i enjoy art, too!
so many coincidences, right?
we should totally hang out,
like, all the time!
. . .
am i mean?
should i be hanging out with her?
is that my responsibility?
aha! the guilt again...